这几天想了好多东西
我..乐观吗?不..我并不乐观还很极端
我.. 快乐吗?不..我并不快乐还很压力
我..坏吗?以前不坏但以后一定坏
我明白了要在这世界生存就一定要学会争 一定要够强
就算天生是个好人也要变坏 只有自卫能力强才不会被欺压
我曾经付出过我的真心对待我最想珍惜的人但是他们...
心很痛 想 为什么?我对他们哪里不好了吗?
找不到答案
那天起才发现 原来人类和变色龙没什么差别 也是说变就变
哭了又哭 有用吗? 他们会因为这样然后珍惜你? 不会!他们不会!痛的只有你
我懂了 只有变强自己才会是唯一 我不想再当凡事都礼让别人的笨蛋!我不要当被欺压的那个!
没有了依赖也可以过得很好 独立也可以很自在
我不会再在乎他人的眼光 我只知道犯我的人会死得很难看!
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Friday, September 11, 2009
突然想起他们
那天看星光大道 题目是我的音乐故事
徐咏玲说了她的故事
她说起了以前两个很要好的朋友 一男一女
他们因为某些事吵了场大架 过后就没联络了
直到有一天那女生主动打电话给她和她问好他们才从新说回话
当她问起那男生时那女生保持了沉默 原来那男生在几个月前去世了
她哭了 听完她的故事 突然间有些感触
她说的对 有什么事要说要做就要趁早 因为你不知道下一秒会发生什么事
突然间想到我的好朋友 我们也吵架了 因为某些事
对不起是我最想对她们说的话
我也怕突然间有一天发生了什么事然后我再也看不到她们
怕好像另一个他那样突然消失
很想和她们说我真的好想回到以前我们时常腻在一起的时候
不懂还能不能
。。。
徐咏玲说了她的故事
她说起了以前两个很要好的朋友 一男一女
他们因为某些事吵了场大架 过后就没联络了
直到有一天那女生主动打电话给她和她问好他们才从新说回话
当她问起那男生时那女生保持了沉默 原来那男生在几个月前去世了
她哭了 听完她的故事 突然间有些感触
她说的对 有什么事要说要做就要趁早 因为你不知道下一秒会发生什么事
突然间想到我的好朋友 我们也吵架了 因为某些事
对不起是我最想对她们说的话
我也怕突然间有一天发生了什么事然后我再也看不到她们
怕好像另一个他那样突然消失
很想和她们说我真的好想回到以前我们时常腻在一起的时候
不懂还能不能
。。。
Monday, August 31, 2009
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
im in trouble now
moody..
at first still thought all the thing will be ok..
but now NO..
all the thing is out of my hand..
i cant handle the thing tat happen..
study,my best fren,my family..
yae..our frenship r no longer..
all the thing r bullshit..
nth will be forever..wen is right..
even if i change they still will not come back to me..
wat can i do now?
i want to push away all the stuff tat make me feel moody..but how?
im just an ordinary ppl..
i will upset i will crazy too..just like the other..
hu can stand at my site n look wat had happen to me!!
hu is giving his/her hand to me when i feel pressure when i upset when im crying..
5 years gurl!!5 years!tat's a long time..
bcuz something our frenship become bullshit!
DAMN!ASSHOLE!
u feel happy?huh?
ok..just let it be!
DAMN FUCK!!
at first still thought all the thing will be ok..
but now NO..
all the thing is out of my hand..
i cant handle the thing tat happen..
study,my best fren,my family..
yae..our frenship r no longer..
all the thing r bullshit..
nth will be forever..wen is right..
even if i change they still will not come back to me..
wat can i do now?
i want to push away all the stuff tat make me feel moody..but how?
im just an ordinary ppl..
i will upset i will crazy too..just like the other..
hu can stand at my site n look wat had happen to me!!
hu is giving his/her hand to me when i feel pressure when i upset when im crying..
5 years gurl!!5 years!tat's a long time..
bcuz something our frenship become bullshit!
DAMN!ASSHOLE!
u feel happy?huh?
ok..just let it be!
DAMN FUCK!!
Sunday, July 19, 2009
tell me wat u all thinking now..pls
yae..
im in a mes condition now..pretty mess..
wat had happen between us? i know nothing..
maybe u two will feel weird cuz i oways with a girl?
u know..i just feel sad cuz our frenship hav occur some problem..
i dunno wat u two thinking now..
just feel pressure..dunno wat can i do..
dun like tat..pls..
u two r important for me..very important..
i dun hope our frenship destroy by tat matter..
pls..dun let tat be..
just tell me wat u two think..
just say with me..
ask me wat u two want to ask ..
i will let u two know all the thing..
i love both of u..i really mean tat..
im in a mes condition now..pretty mess..
wat had happen between us? i know nothing..
maybe u two will feel weird cuz i oways with a girl?
u know..i just feel sad cuz our frenship hav occur some problem..
i dunno wat u two thinking now..
just feel pressure..dunno wat can i do..
dun like tat..pls..
u two r important for me..very important..
i dun hope our frenship destroy by tat matter..
pls..dun let tat be..
just tell me wat u two think..
just say with me..
ask me wat u two want to ask ..
i will let u two know all the thing..
i love both of u..i really mean tat..
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
sick==
get sick..
suffer cuz headache..
WTF!!
get a cold too..
''ha chi'' oways..
gonna eat the damn medicine..
EUCHH..
cant go anywhere just stay at home==
suffer cuz headache..
WTF!!
get a cold too..
''ha chi'' oways..
gonna eat the damn medicine..
EUCHH..
cant go anywhere just stay at home==
Sunday, July 5, 2009
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I LOVE U!!!
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I LOVE U!!!
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
thank GOD^^
kk..
today my fren gave me the sms ad to check i hav kena ns or not..
hahaha..LUCKLY i tak kena^^
my dear baby oso tak kena..
congrate^^need to celebrate for tis..
cuz i no need to stop use my phone for one week..
no need sleep on a dirty bed..
no need wake up early..
no need face all the mess thing..
YAE BABY..
I LOVE U GOD..
THANK for BLESS ME^^
today my fren gave me the sms ad to check i hav kena ns or not..
hahaha..LUCKLY i tak kena^^
my dear baby oso tak kena..
congrate^^need to celebrate for tis..
cuz i no need to stop use my phone for one week..
no need sleep on a dirty bed..
no need wake up early..
no need face all the mess thing..
YAE BABY..
I LOVE U GOD..
THANK for BLESS ME^^
Monday, June 29, 2009
Thursday, June 18, 2009
im learning now..
im learning now..
learning how to let me be more better..
just forget him n start again at a new point..
tat's easy to say but it is difficult to do..
three years..it's a long time..
begging begging begging
still nth after begging..
wat should i do?
i knw..
let him go..
i knw..
i will be alrite..
my wound will dissepear..
be better..
i knw..
God..pls..help me to forget him..
God bless me..
smile^^ n continue my travel..
i still hope he will happy in everyday..
i wish..
^^
learning how to let me be more better..
just forget him n start again at a new point..
tat's easy to say but it is difficult to do..
three years..it's a long time..
begging begging begging
still nth after begging..
wat should i do?
i knw..
let him go..
i knw..
i will be alrite..
my wound will dissepear..
be better..
i knw..
God..pls..help me to forget him..
God bless me..
smile^^ n continue my travel..
i still hope he will happy in everyday..
i wish..
^^
Saturday, June 13, 2009
I knew that
I knw hu is the one he missing..
another she..
hurt cuz c tat mesej..
suffer cuz tat mesej..
heart break again cuz tat mesej..
i cant call him dar anymore..
cant disturb him anymore..
nth anymore..
the thing i can do is just wait..
tat's stupid..i knw..
WHATEVER..
just..LET IT BE..
another she..
hurt cuz c tat mesej..
suffer cuz tat mesej..
heart break again cuz tat mesej..
i cant call him dar anymore..
cant disturb him anymore..
nth anymore..
the thing i can do is just wait..
tat's stupid..i knw..
WHATEVER..
just..LET IT BE..
Friday, June 12, 2009
BLA BLA BLA &*%#@
hehe..noob noob..
Today is my mum b'day..
just finish celebrating..
Happy Birthday mummy..
i love u..muazz^^
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Monday, June 8, 2009
guitar..
就当让你休息吧
刚散心回来。。
想了很多。。
或许这三年来我真的把你弄累了。。
你需要时间冷静 休息
而我希望你快乐。。
所以我决定放开你 就当你去度长假
但是一个月后你还是要给我答案。。
不管是好还是坏 我都接受
我只要你快乐
如果累了要回来我随时欢迎
记得 我一直都在等你
想了很多。。
或许这三年来我真的把你弄累了。。
你需要时间冷静 休息
而我希望你快乐。。
所以我决定放开你 就当你去度长假
但是一个月后你还是要给我答案。。
不管是好还是坏 我都接受
我只要你快乐
如果累了要回来我随时欢迎
记得 我一直都在等你
Sunday, June 7, 2009
tell me wat can i do for our relation
i hope u will come back to me..
tell me wat can i do for u for our relation
watever u say i will do..
except let u go away..
sorry bcuz i cant let u go..i cant..sorry..
tell me wat can i do for u for our relation
watever u say i will do..
except let u go away..
sorry bcuz i cant let u go..i cant..sorry..
Saturday, June 6, 2009
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